It dawned on me a while ago that I default to she/her pronouns for myself but I’ve never actually had any feelings about it one way or the other. I don’t have any emotional connection to being female.
I accept the gender I was assigned at birth, but it’s not meaningful to me? I just don’t care. I’ve never cared. I’m not attached to my body. I feel like I could exist in a male body or intersex body and be the same.
I’m not trans. I don’t feel like there’s a disconnect between the body I was born in and the gender I identify with. It’s more like I feel gender-less. And I’ve never really clung to being female, it just was what it was. Am I non-binary / genderqueer? I guess. I’m still unsure,to be honest. I just, on a deeply personal level, do not give a shit. At all.
I’m fine being she/her or they/them, but NEVER he/him cause I have NO patriarchal privilege whatsoever, so fuck that!